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Good morning!

I'm almost frustrated with the number of awesome Scary Go Round shirts.  I mean, I already have two!  You know?  When the Saddest Wookie one came out I was like "Man!" but a) I already have two Scary Go Round shirts and b) I can't really wear black, because b)a) I just don't look good in it, it washes me out and makes me look sallow and b)b) I have an orange-and-white cat.  'Nuff said.

But then they came out with that Manowar shirt and HELLO you remember how I excited about that guy!  And now that shirt about being eaten by bears?  Totally awesome.  If none of those other shirts existed I would like that talking machine one, too.  Compared to everything it is awesome, it is only compared to other Scary Go Round shirts that it is mediocre.

The other day I had a dream that Brian Westbrook was being attacked by a coelacanth with three inch-long fangs.  (Also its coloring was blood red).  Alternately I was the person holding the struggling, writhing fish on the tiled floor of a bathroom, with Westbrook just an armslength away (the ceiling or something was only a couple feet above the ground, and we couldn't get up); or the person leading the rescue party that was attempting to locate the room in question.  The group was sidetracked often.

Man, last night.  Last night was a big ol' mopey self-pity cry fest!  I don't even know why!  There are several small things that could make me sad right now, but none of them are a big deal, you know?  Even ganging up on me together, my cryey self-pitying mope fest of last night was not justified.  I was upset on the way to the grocery store.  I pulled it together enough to purchase groceries, and then came home to watch the second half of Gilmore Girls.  I cried during that, too, but that was okay because Luke was getting SHAFTED and also fuck you Emily, sometimes I want to like you because you're cute, but really.  Good for Lorelai.

Then I contemplated all the things I could do, things which perhaps I would find soothing once I got into the swing of them -- cleaning the tub, for instance, or doing the dishes or putting away the groceries or tackling the pile of crap on my desk or the tackling the pile of crap in the corner of the living room or tackling the pile of crap in the other corner of the living room or putting away my clean laundry or working on my website.  I decided to do none of these things.  Instead I laid on my couch in the dark (I did not even want to watch Star Trek!) for an hour feeling sorry for myself and then I went to bed.  At ten pee em.  I'm not sure I can remember the last time I went to bed at ten pee em!  Last week I went to bed at eleven one night and that was HUGE!  It took me a little while to fall asleep, but I feel much better today.  So you know, all in all, it's cool.  I got that shit out of my system I guess. 

Um, I can't think of a clever way to end this entry.  I'm going to go find some pizza dough now.  Bye!


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Feb. 9th, 2005 06:18 pm (UTC)
You should come up and visit me if you ever feel sad again. There is so much intense awesomeness in my apartment and my neighborhood, and you could always stay over!
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:43 pm (UTC)
On a Tuesday night? Girl you crazy.

No but seriously, thank you for the offer, Kate! I will keep you in mind for certain. I thought about calling you, actually, but I didn't have anything to say, you know?

OH AND IT WASN'T PMS. I know that's what everyone is thinking.
Feb. 9th, 2005 08:12 pm (UTC)
I didn't think PMS at all, actually!

You can call me and listen to me talk! I always find SOMETHING to say. It'll most likely be about me, though. I asked Nicole about your e-mail inqury, BTW. Yesterday we both went out and we didn't discuss.

But seriously, you should come up and visit and hang out!

Feb. 9th, 2005 08:46 pm (UTC)
Man, that's actually exactly what I needed! Someone to talk and talk about something other than stupid ME. I think I thought you were out trivializing stuff. I will remember for next time.

Thanks for the email inquiry, let me know what you find out, i.e. keep me ABREAST.
Feb. 9th, 2005 06:22 pm (UTC)
bdeakin has the saddest wookie shirt, and it is in fact radicallissimo.

I totally felt the third part way on monday during the day. without crying, since I was at work boys don't cry. god, I hate feeling down for no reason at all. what a damn hell bummer.
Feb. 9th, 2005 06:28 pm (UTC)
Crazy Self Pity Cry Fest!
Oh Man! I hate days like that! When I was at home over break I was so emotional for no reason!

My mom had off for the first week I was home and we would watch TNT Drama in the daytime and I would cry for no reason! Especially during Judging Amy! JUDGING AMY! Who cries during that show?! ME!

Also, my aunt called and I answered the phone and I just started crying! My mom said, "What is WRONG with you?!" and I just kept crying and wailed "I just love Aunt Donna sooooo much"

Sometimes I cry when I something is beautiful and usually I could persuade myself to think anything is beautiful... so basically I cry about everything

So when you are thinking that you are struggling with emotional lability, just think...

"Hey, I could be Emily!"

But seriously, sometimes you just gotta cry and then it's all good
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:57 pm (UTC)
Re: Crazy Self Pity Cry Fest!
Sometimes you gotta cry?? Sometimes you just gotta be . . . EMILY!

Ha no but seriously, I agree. I was worried that I'd still feel down in the dumps today, but I feel GREAT. That extra sleep really did me good. And I didn't have plans or anything last night, so no harm done.
Feb. 9th, 2005 06:37 pm (UTC)
Gilmore Girls was SO fucking good last night. I'd give it an A+++. Lorelai's line at the end: "You and me: we're through." and the look she gave Emily just KILLED me. And jesus christ, can they please not break up Luke and Lor yet? The season isn't even half over!
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:29 pm (UTC)
a) luke & lore are never ever breaking up!
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:41 pm (UTC)
SO good! Man, maybe that's why I was so upset, I was pissed off at myself for missing the first half of a boviously spectacular episode!

Did I miss anything important? Boviously Lorelai told Luke about the tequila, did she do it of her own volition or because she knew Christopher would be/saw him at the wedding? Did anything cute/awesome happen during the actual vows? (I came in when Richard sat Emily down in a chair and made a speech, oh and man, that's another reason why I cried, I really like that song "Marry Me Bill" for some reason.)

And hells yeah man, that last exchange was just so . . . perfect. It's a credit to the chick who plays Lorelai, because I LOVE her so so much, but I HATED her so so much when she was playing an efficiency expert in NewsRadio. It wasn't easy to get over that.
Feb. 9th, 2005 08:17 pm (UTC)
i have it on tape, if you lived in queens i could just let you borrow it. too bad.
Feb. 9th, 2005 08:42 pm (UTC)
Maaan you are going to make me cry again because that is one of the little things! My mom pretty much put the kibosh on the whole thing: she doesn't think my granparents will go for it. I'll still maybe ask them, but it doesn't look like it's an actual possibility.
Feb. 10th, 2005 12:16 am (UTC)
that blows. even if you weren't gonna go for it, it sucks to have that possibility taken away from you.

new york is always an option though, look at all us yahoos with non-professional (i guess mine approaches professional, but my attitude towards it isn't really) jobs making a go at it.
Feb. 9th, 2005 08:20 pm (UTC)
She told him about it only because Chris was going to be there. Nothing really happened during the vows, except for Rory staring at Annoying Blonde Boy a lot. And Lor and Luke exchanged some meaningful glances during the ceremony, but obviously that all went to shit. The first half of the episode...Emily came over to Lor and Rory's house with the excuse that she needed her dress fixed, but we find out that she really just wanted a bachelorette party. So Lorelai invites all of the usual town women over. Hmm...that's about it, I think. It really was an amazing episode, from start to finish. Needed more Lane, but then I think that the Lane storyline should be in every episode! Heh.

I DO NOT like Annoying Blonde Pompous Boy and I hope that Rory gets over this infatuation quickly, but I doubt it.
Feb. 9th, 2005 10:27 pm (UTC)
no way, that guy logan rules!
Feb. 9th, 2005 06:58 pm (UTC)
Right on, man. Right on. I could NOT cry this morning because I was ALL OUT OF TEARS. That's right, I used them all up already. Gaddamit.

I want to thank you for saving my boy Westbrook from that monster fish.
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:44 pm (UTC)
Hey, no problem! I did it for you, for Meghann, and for all of Philadelphia.
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:31 pm (UTC)
hey, which two do you have! i have "secret scary friend!" but i really want sad wookie now, too. also, is fallon looking HOT today or what? damn. damn damn fucking hot! good thing my girlfriend is a genetically engineered spy, too.

Feb. 9th, 2005 07:37 pm (UTC)
I have the secret scary friend one, and the dinosaurus one.

Fallon schmallon, did you notice that little creature on Ryan's shoulder? Oh I just realized that must be the bat! He is totally cute! So is the little birdie outside!
Feb. 9th, 2005 10:25 pm (UTC)
ha ha ha i just went & looked!
Feb. 11th, 2005 03:54 pm (UTC)
woah! today's biohazard is totally cute!
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:57 pm (UTC)
Glad your back up to snuff!

I think you should get the Manowar shirt anyways. It would go perfect with your website.
Feb. 9th, 2005 07:57 pm (UTC)
Feb. 9th, 2005 08:08 pm (UTC)
ha...but is it as cool as THIS manowar shirt?
Feb. 9th, 2005 10:10 pm (UTC)
Dude, you would so totally die if you saw what I saw at the ghetto flea market a few months ago.

It's one of those ghettoooooo enclosed flea markets-- just a giant warehouse of shitty kiosks of things. Like, 6 different Korean-run wig shops, an airbrush t-shirt stand, a stand where they sell car stereos, a separate stand to buy rims at, and then a place to buy watches and so on. This is also where all the ghetto fabulous hos buy their goin-downtown attire.

They had a slutty pantsuit-- tight hip huggers and a tight fitting jacket-- that had 'Scary Go Round' printed all over it. ALL OVER IT. It couldn't have been official, and it's probably still there because ain't NONE of those dim hos who know what 'Scary Go Round' is. I should go look, and take a picture. Although, I'm scared to go in their with my digital camera for fear of being mugged and beaten.
Feb. 10th, 2005 02:36 am (UTC)
Man, Washu. Thinking of you being miserabo makes me want to go eat chocolate. You know, in solidarity. I may go eat some anyway. Just to be prepared.
Feb. 10th, 2005 05:06 am (UTC)
A blood red coelacanth with three inch-long fangs?
Man I hate those things, even if they don't manage to bust off your leader, the bastards.

The way to deal with them is to get a priest. A good heavy one, or barring that, a good heavy stick or a six D-cell Maglite or even a rock with heft, the kind that fits your hand just so, the kind our ancestors would have used as a hand axe, and administer last rites wham! as hard as you can, straight to the top of the head, over and over again really hard and fast until it stops moving.

Freaking coelacanths, man...
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